Published On: 05-24-2007 05:41 PM
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some girl once said that.. and it made me sad...

but O well.

Published On: 05-17-2007 01:56 AM
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starting to read the Bhagavad Gita.. and also considering getting into hinduism and also getting some Usui Reiki training, of the original Usui Reiki.

Published On: 05-15-2007 11:14 PM
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what exactly would happen if I killed myself?

I mean I know my family would probably be upset but what if I feltlike I had no way out some problems, especially painfull.. that affected in life making me much less effective for the rest of my life unless ...

so basically me not being able tolive the way I shold have..

wtf should I do?

cuz Ihave this like disease thats been keeping me really down and Im fed up because it's looked like I had no way out and it has seemed kinda  useless tokeep me alive?

Published On: 05-15-2007 07:12 PM
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what is it that follows me around it's like a force.. like life doesn't want me to progress.. times when Im about to do something and there's some unexpected occurence , some setback that is stopping me or putting me on hold...................

what is this God? Satan? Demons? Myself?

Published On: 05-05-2007 04:12 PM
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ever had the weird feeling of de ja vu towards some situation you don't think you've experienced before, but still feel like you've gone through the same situation before or a situation very similar? perhaps the same situation (or a situation similar to it) was experienced before in a dream ?

maybe my memory's just been messed up since I haven't been sleeping too well lately for some time.